A Big Problem
Okay, so after my last plea to you here, and not one of you giving me any advice, I think I’m in trouble. But before I tell you what I did, let me explain something to you.
Besides not having sex in the past 5 years, I work in a hospital where all the doctors are not much to look at. Old, fat, bald, short, flabby, you name it, we got it.
And then there’s doctors like Dr. Mangle. Ugh. What a creep.
He schmoozes all the new nurses and they believe his crap. Where he disappears to all afternoon is beyond me. He doesn’t bother to call anyone back and then saunters in like nothing’s wrong. Jerk.
Anyway, enough about Dr. Thinks-He’s-So-Hot.
Speaking about hot, that’s my problem. A new doctor started in my hospital and he’s nothing like all the others. He’s 5 years younger than me, but hey, it’s better than the young kid I tried to flirt with at the park one day.
Dr. Silvatri. He took my breath away. The best part was, he approached me!
And his eyes…
Wow, they just drew me in. It started off as just casual chit-chat. No, actually it never was. He flirted with me from day one. Hard. Then it turned into daily visits, buying me coffee, compliments and intentional pats and lingering touches here and there. Feeling his fingers on me only made me dream of him touching me more. And his lips, just to have one kiss from them, I’d never ask for another thing.
And then it happened. It wasn’t planned, I swear. I was stressed, and exhausted and just wanted to be held. Is that so wrong?
God, it was so good. I can’t stop thinking about him now, but I can’t end it either. Not now, I need this. It’s wrong, yes, but sometimes a girl’s gotta do what her heart tells her to do. Let’s just hope it doesn’t end in disaster.
What should I do? End it before we get too involved, or continue for as long as I’m lucky enough for it to last?
Please let me know.
Love, Heather, from Cheating to Survive
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